Dear Birth Mother,
I am sitting here in church with my brother-in-law and his family and I was thinking about what it means to be family. There are the obvious family, my husband and children are my nuclear family. My parents and sister are the family I grew up in. My aunts, uncles, cousins and grandparents are my extended family. My husband’s family are my family-in-law. Wow! I have A LOT of family.
None of the definitions above cover other people that I consider family though. I have often heard the phrase ‘friends are the family you choose for yourself’, and I have been very blessed to not only have amazing friends that I call family but also that my parents had amazing friends that I grew up (and still consider) my aunts, uncles and cousins. A post I was reading on Facebook this morning by one of those cousins reminded me of the absolutely wonderful people I have been lucky enough to be surrounded with my entire life. I am so grateful to social media for allowing me to still be a part of that “family’s” life. I will forever be grateful that a loving Heavenly Father placed these people in my life.
I would like to expand the above quote just a little to read, “friends are the family we choose for ourselves here on earth”. I believe that before we came to Earth we lived in a pre-existence and that while we were there we picked or were picked by the actual family we have here. I believe that while we were there that my parents really wanted my sister and I to be part of their family but were told that one of the trials they would have was the inability to have children. I believe that you had the strength to step up and say “I’ll help them come to you.” I have always felt that I was with the family I was meant to have.
I know many will ask “Does that mean that if someone uses their agency to make choices that lead them away for those that were meant to be their family that they will never have a family?” I will say that I don’t have all the answers to that question. But I don’t believe that any of us will be deprived of the blessing of a family because of the choices of another. There has to have been contingency after contingency made up there in the pre-existence based on the use of our free agency. It doesn’t always have to make sense to me for me to believe. That’s where faith steps in.
I am so thankful for whatever plans and choices were made that have brought me to the family I have, all of them. I am also thankful for the abundance of faith that I seem to have been blessed with.
Thankfully,
T.